I was thinking about it,and yeah I think I will stay at 600 cals.
I have meet so lovely people on the internet,and I don't want to lie to them.
I just, if I meet them in real life I want them to say "you look good" or something like that I don't want them to be like my mother, I don't want them to say "omg you are fat"

And also I want to feel good in my body again, I have lovely skirts and I can't wear them because I'm fat,and I'm not just saying that, I really am.

So I will stay with 600 calories for new two weeks and see if I can lose some weight,I hope so cause I would really want to lose at least 10 kgs(20lbs)

I want to look nice at least in the end of the summer. And I will graduate next year, so it would be nice to have flat stomach and that thighs gap,like you know all the suff...
I would wear dress and skirts and don't worry about my fat stomach...
I feel so bad rn,like I didn't expect my mom to tell me I'm fat and I shouldn't eat, when she was the one that used to tell me to eat... I don't know who can person who once loved you say something like that...

I'm so sorry guy I'm just disappointed,and sad...